Monday, August 01, 2005
i m back!
just one post.. with a rizla... and i already feel better. i dont know which one worked out for me but anyhoo i feel a tad better.
when a couple can't work things out and split. you live for the moment so you walk adrift from the past and let this bitter feeling go away.. if you don't, this bitter feeling would burn everything around you. you just don't feel the way you used to feel. this is exactly what i am not able to do. i just cant seem to get her out of my stupid brain!
a friend have been calling me a few minutes before give him a life to univ., but i feel like going alone. i just can't bear any stupid jokes.
another thing, that i was thinking about before is.. at times, there's a chick thats totally hot.. but when you talk to her each word is a like thrash bin emptied in your face. nothing she speaks makes sense and is totally lame. why can't just ppl think for a fuckin moment before opening their gutters. arrgghh!! i don't know and i can't help but somehow when they say anything like that my instinctive reflexes force my face impression to make them feel like a fuckin dumb lamb. lol. same goes for the my faggot classmates. one is too old for his age 2 take accting 1 course. other one is a cheap rascal trying to make the class laugh at his wise-ass comments, which i swear aren't funny, or near funny at all.. one of these guy is one of those limited edition skinny type ppl who unfortunately have to keep few coins in their pockets in order not to flow with the blowing classy breeze. a typical dehliwala. a 100% taaro. i m sure this guy carries 2 eyes in his pockets as well. enough of bitching!
nex thing that i plan to do is to watch thursday(1998).. the movie is getting better by every minute.. atleast for me.. but again maybe because its all about drugs?? who cares?
when a couple can't work things out and split. you live for the moment so you walk adrift from the past and let this bitter feeling go away.. if you don't, this bitter feeling would burn everything around you. you just don't feel the way you used to feel. this is exactly what i am not able to do. i just cant seem to get her out of my stupid brain!
a friend have been calling me a few minutes before give him a life to univ., but i feel like going alone. i just can't bear any stupid jokes.
another thing, that i was thinking about before is.. at times, there's a chick thats totally hot.. but when you talk to her each word is a like thrash bin emptied in your face. nothing she speaks makes sense and is totally lame. why can't just ppl think for a fuckin moment before opening their gutters. arrgghh!! i don't know and i can't help but somehow when they say anything like that my instinctive reflexes force my face impression to make them feel like a fuckin dumb lamb. lol. same goes for the my faggot classmates. one is too old for his age 2 take accting 1 course. other one is a cheap rascal trying to make the class laugh at his wise-ass comments, which i swear aren't funny, or near funny at all.. one of these guy is one of those limited edition skinny type ppl who unfortunately have to keep few coins in their pockets in order not to flow with the blowing classy breeze. a typical dehliwala. a 100% taaro. i m sure this guy carries 2 eyes in his pockets as well. enough of bitching!
nex thing that i plan to do is to watch thursday(1998).. the movie is getting better by every minute.. atleast for me.. but again maybe because its all about drugs?? who cares?
# posted by wanderlust @ 1:33 AM 
